My life is awkward.
I tend to say things that make situations awkward.
You want an uncomfortable silence?
You know who to call.
You say you want someone to stop conversations dead in their tracks.
You know who to call.
I put myself in situations that are really shitty.
Find myself trying to avoid people at all costs because of the I know I’ve embarrassed myself already.
I mean I know you have talked to me to your friends.
To know that the things you have said to them in confidence has been spread like an easy hooker.
How would I know this?
Because I am guilty of it as well.
We all are.
It’s not that I’m an incredibly insecure guy.
On the contrary, I feel pretty comfortable in my own skin.
I just have to accept that I put myself in many awkward situations.
The perks of going to a small school I guess.
To be honest I feel as though I am not able to do what I want here.
Or rather just be who I want to be.
It’s too judgmental here.
I wish I could be like the poets that came to visit.
Completely carefree, enjoying life.
